Anarchistbanjo's World

I wasn’t going to post so quickly but things are really beginning to happen rapidly and I felt that it was appropriate to share what I sense happening. This post is a bit more personal and yet I sense that if these things are happening to me, then they are happening to others as well.

First it might help to share a bit more of my personal story even though many of you already know some of it. The main point being that I am a light warrior, a guardian of Gaia, and was born to be one. I will be sixty-four in a couple weeks and have devoted my entire life to following first the mystical path and then the magickal path. This was an all consuming passion that has taken me down many strange roads and led to many strange experiences.

Most of those years have been a search for God/dess and healing. Many of my past lives were very dark and this life as well has been very difficult with incredible hardships and challenges that I have had to confront and deal with. This healing process has been very deep reaching back to my soul’s very beginning and by its very nature has been an intensely personal one and individual one.

Those years have been years of healing, soul development and empowerment, but they have also been years of magickal conflict, hundreds if not thousands of astral and etheric conflicts as I was at times almost under constant energetic and magickal attack. But my connection to SOURCE always protected me and for over thirty years I have never lost a magickal battle. I have never wanted or sought a magickal battle, but I have never lost one that has been forced upon me. At I mentioned above, I am a warrior of light, a guardian of Gaia.

I’ve also been very active with Gaia’s ascension and sensed every shift she has made over the years. But this past year has been quite different. I’ve reached out to others, other guardians, other members of the Order, with portal meditations and my focus shifting most recently from the heart energies to the etheric energies of the root chakra. The last shift came with an inner knowing that it was time to “take immediate delivery of my new vehicle” as I shared in my last post. This was accompanied by a new solo full chakra meditation that seems to permanently anchor my full spectrum soul body. It has been quite powerful, but I’ve already shared about that.

It is what happened yesterday and last night that is new, that is what this post is about. I am retired and this last few months has been important to immerse myself in spiritual/occult/metaphysical studies for some reason. I have also been doing a morning and evening meditation. I have been researching old material and new material and striving to integrate it in a comprehensive way. So I am currently reading ten different books a little each day.

But yesterday was different for some reason. I picked up an old dark occult fiction book by Mercedes Lackey called “Jinx High” and read the story from beginning to end. It was around eleven o’clock at night when I finished. Generally I don’t like to read dark fiction even though I translate horror fiction. They stir up things from deep inside me, deep inside my past lives which were quite dark. It was later than my usual bedtime and I could feel that unsettled feeling inside from reading such a disturbing book.

I realized that I had not done my evening meditation and that I was inviting some disturbing dreams by leaving myself so open. But here is the strange part. Something told me that was OK, and that is what I was supposed to be doing. Sure enough, my dreams went to a deep and dark place. But I was rescuing someone! In the dream someone had been incredibly stupid and been dabbling in the occult and gotten in trouble and my dream self took that person by the hand and was resolved to make sure they were not taken by the dark forces. My dream self knew that in defending this person I was most certainly setting up a magickal fight with some great evil, that I was putting myself in harms way in a big time. But I didn’t care. It had to be done! The kid had done something stupid but needed to be protected anyway. Someone had to stand up to the evil.

All this is well and good and might sound a bit corny or crazy, but that doesn’t matter. That is not what this post is about. What is important about that dream is that for the first time in my life I dreamed of reaching out to help and protect someone else! Someone that had got in trouble and was in over their head! All my other dreams and visions have been about defending myself or Gaia in one way or another, by myself or with others. This was about defending someone that had done something really stupid and was totally over their head! This was about defending someone that couldn’t defend themselves and it was done with the knowledge that it would lead to a big confrontation with some really bad stuff! I was not going to let that person be lost! [an added note: I have had several protective dreams about keeping Luci, my dog, out of trouble, but never other humans.]

Taken from a global perspective the energy is now shifting to a protection of those “wrong thinking” souls that continue to think and act in stupid ways. Those that are falling into enslavement. They need rescuing and that is what is now energetically happening with humanities ascension!