Anarchistbanjo's World

As the ascension energy has increased my body has had to adjust. Many of us have been very active transmuting dark and toxic energies into harmless and helpful energies. Some of us have not only done this with personal energy but also with Gaia’s energy and the energies of the human race as well. As we transmute our own negative energies we draw the negative energies of others into us to be transmuted. This happens because there was a blockage and now in us is an opening for this energy to flow. That is why we often feel attacked in our most vulnerable areas. Our own ability to transmute energy attracts toxic energy to us.

For me, in 2010 I had my first pulmonary embolisms or blood clots in my lungs. It seemed as if my body was attacking me. In reality it was this negative energy just trying to find a way through. Being on blood thinners led to dental issues where again the weaknesses of my body were tested resulting in tooth loss. This past year saw another round of pulmonary embolisms and now a major sinus infection just before the September equinox.

The point of all this is that the physical body can only take so much and when too much is taken on it must be released or the body will die. My sinus infection is a result of trying to take on and transmute too much negative energy at the cellular level. Taking antibiotics kills both good and bad bacteria within the physical body. This activity happens on the cellular level and shows that for me at least my physical body has reached the breaking point of where it needs to release what it can’t transmute. Ascension is DNA ascension and happens at the DNA level. We all exist in a continuum where there are things too small for us to be aware of and things too large for us to be aware of. In my case this slippage occurs at this biological level. My healing meditations fail to grasp the distinction between healthy and unhealthy at the level of my sinus infection and need medical assistance. The meaning is profound because I will go through this equinox while taking antibiotics and be separated from my normal and healthy bacteria. There is a split and my awareness is going one way and leaving the rest behind.

What I am trying to say is that my ascended body and awareness will not include my normal and healthy bacteria and only on the other side of the golden particles or veil will they be reassembled if desired, but only if desired. Only the parts of us that we are aware of can make it through the gates of heaven. Everything else will be left behind. In this the ascension experience will be different for everyone.

We can only recreate what we can hold in our awareness! Our concept of self will be what determines where we end up in all of this. I am fortunate in having developed my ability to function at the lower levels and my new earth will reflect the lower levels as will be true for all indigenous life forms that have evolved upon Gaia through this past great cycle. This collectively will be a Garden of Eden, but for me at least will only extend as deeply as I have gone. It will stop at the point where my sinus infection begins!